AcceptanceWhat primarily
instills the faithful belief in altruism, kindness, and other "humane"
practices of the world? Is there true honesty and full life in the majority
of believers' actions? What do these beliefs show us about the view of death
in the world?
There are many people whom assume the guise of kindness. There are many
people whom practice the art of self deception. The believers of such
faiths, all faiths that portray loving innocence and unquestioned kindness,
deny themselves truth.
The Vegan who cannot kill a dog to eat its flesh, or pick the apple to
eat its flesh to carry on their life does not do so for kindness, nor by the
grace of bliss, but for fear of pain, death, and so the fear of life. The
believer projects their fears of pain and death upon other living things.
They incorporate a reality that exists solely from themselves onto all that
surrounds them because they will not face nor accept the truths of life and
death. The Vegan is the first example, but so is true within all faiths. One
cannot kill because they fear pain themselves. One cannot rape because they
fear pain themselves. They are attached to the world. They have given the
world a series of rules that make it appear good and kind through their eyes
because they cannot handle the reality of living. They cling to an illusion
just as any capitalist or authoritarian has. The illusion of control and
comfort. When what must be done is the surpassing of these limits and all
other limits on life. And what must not be done is the clinging to of
comfort and lies that dilute the experience and joy of life.
It is not up to one person to inflict kindness on another. It is not. It
is up to the individual person to achieve non-attachment and inner peace so
that no matter what is inflicted upon that owned self, be it kindness or
rage, truth is always known in the depths of existence. Be there Heaven or
Hell around the individual, joy and happiness and all other techniques of
existence may be used freely, without fear and hindrance, or even concern
for those that have achieved peace, or those that have not. A master was
once asked, "Is it possible for an enlightened person to hurt another?" The
master answered, "Yes. But he wouldn’t know it." Or, though he might know
it, he would not be burdened with it. The master, as all masters, understood
the irrelevancy in the infliction of pain on another, for he understood the
concept of eternity and life and death, and pain. Besides, aren’t all paths
to god, or bliss, or truth…in time? Wouldn’t one merely hinder another by
creating another illusion to cling to? For example: If someone were to
approach me and cut off my ear, I would let my ego react to this brutal
attack by cutting of the attackers hold on his life (if possible). But I
would hold no grudge. I would hold no grudge if the attacker killed me. I
would fly onward. But I would not be afraid to live in the moment. However,
in all randomness, I may choose to laugh and walk away, holding my severed
ear. It is my choice, because I know truth. I am not ruled by either action.
I know that there is no truth, but one. Existence. In all purity. Let me lay
forth another example of the human lie.
The Guillotine. A device that severed the heads of those whom the
"authority" at the time randomly decreed wrong doers. A large blade weighing
88 pounds, with a 45 degree angle, for maximum penetration, was raised
fifteen feet into the air and dropped upon the neck of the suspecting
condemned, flinging the head into a shoddily made basket in less than a
thirtieth of a second. It is quick and it is bloody. It has been halted
because it was thought to be "inhumane." But it was not halted because of
the blood. No. No. Many died on the Guillotine for centuries and centuries
by merely walking up to the device and having there heads sharply severed.
Many people came to see it. Many people accepted their fate and/or the fate
of whom they came to watch. At the time, it was thought to be the most
"humane" way of killing someone. But the debate of it’s humanity rose up
from time to time. The debate arose once with kicks, and screams, and the
surfacing of all the great fears in one woman, one of Henry’s naughty wives,
I think. The crowds came out that day. They came out to see the show. But
they didn’t like what they saw. They didn’t like all that fear they saw.
They hated it. Because of this event, because of the terrified blood
curdling screams of the woman, the Guillotine was not used quite so often
anymore. Not because of the blood, but because the crowd could only condone
the peaceful death of someone. Hell, it was family event. They could not
face the non-peaceful death of someone. It began a great deal of debate
about the death penalty in general in France. The "humanity" randomly stuck
to the Guillotine is still debated, since its use was effective up to 1971,
but the debate was on how long the person retained conciousness after the
severing. Again, the watchers didn’t want to stared at by the newly dead,
with their condemning, bulging eyes of twitching doubt. Today, the US kills
with lethal injection. Very clean. No screaming. Very easy to watch. It is
considered the most "humane" way to kill another person, or a puppy for that
matter. There is little debate on the method, at least for supporters of the
death penalty. It is all considered very humane, but it is not for the
person who is dying, the humanity is for the people that are watching. The
pain, the doubt, the fear, the terrible war that rages in the mind and heart
of that condemned body is Hell itself (for most men, being unenlightened.
Even Jesus wanted to know why his father condemned him.). But once that
person dies, that ego that found all that Hell, dies too. It’s all quiet on
the egoic front. And, most importantly, it offers nice clean-up for the
watchers, in the death room and in their minds. Regardless of the cause of
death, to kill someone or to die yourself, is always humane. It may be
painful, but all humans die, making it humane. All acts committed by the
human on Earth are humane, for they come from humans. Though the two
examples given are drastically different, and one portrays the sparing of
life, and the other the taking of life, the point is the same. The illusion
of humanity is a shroud, a belief, that creates the guise of comfort and
righteousness, both nasty diseases to truth. Again, although in a much
different thought of light, we see the lie, the fear, the illusion of
kindness or humanity, keeping people from facing themselves and keeping
people from living in the joys of Heavenly things and Hellish things.
We are human. We are human so we kill. We are human so we die. We are
human so we war. We also love. We also save. We also set free and imprison
ourselves and others. Can we live at peace? Not as one commonly thinks peace
is. There is no physical peace, nor is there mental peace. There can be
non-movement and there can be silence, but there is always action, and so we
are always of war, death and rebirth. But we can be deeply and concretely of
peace in our true existence. Well, we always are, but rather, we can realize
it, and so we can truly live, and truly die, and just as importantly we can
let others live and let others die, without the illusionary burden of worry
or sadness that comes as natural reflex in acting "humane" and "kind". Death
and consumption are as positive as birth and creation in the system, we only
put the illusion of "good" and "evil" to them and to all other things. The
existence, the final concrete thing, is the only thing that cannot die.
Knowing this we can live, and most importantly in this statement we can let
others live, even if their way might impose on us physically (killing) or
mentally (a far worse type of death for people). It is right and it is pure
and it is all too natural to live and to effect and change all life and
living that is around us. That is the most intriguing and stimulating part
of life. The trick of life is to find the knowledge of peace in yourself, so
that you don’t need to take life so personally. It all exists, and not for
you or against you, it just exists. All will always die, and all will always
be in a type of pain. It would not be joyous without the experience of
pleasure or pain. It was never designed to be taken personally. That is the
illusion of humankind. A lie. A great lie.
How might I know these things? How did I know I reached silent bliss at
the age of seventeen? How do I offer any truth in my words? How is it not
just philosophy? Simple. I have learned by the only true way to learn. I
experienced it. I did not sit and think for hours, or days, or years on a
question, so there was no possibility of improper deduction. I was presented
with the answer. I have every answer to questions of pure existence and I
can see all hindrances, or blocks, in people that search for truth or do not
search for truth. I know these things because when I was fourteen I faced
death, I felt it, I knew what existence was without my egoic interacting in
this world. I became my philosophy. I understood death, and so I understood
life. I understood what is real and what is a game or an experience in life.
I understood the fleeting nature of this physical world, from histories, to
love, to hate. Through simple living, while relating living back to my
knowledge in death, I also learned what it was to believe in love and hate,
and histories, and other things, while not being attached to them, knowing
that they could never really touch me. Over the years following the facing
of death I meditated constantly. I would close my eyes and see images, or
have thoughts, that I knew were only fleeting and nearly random, and so I
pushed my way through them. I reached the full silence that I felt in that
moment of death, at age seventeen. I proved to myself that it was possible
to reach it while alive. To understand all of existence. Since then I have
learned what living in the full ego is like. I learned of madness. I learned
of pain. I learned how nothing still touches me unless I wish it (but once
you find truth it is a harder technique to let the world touch you than to
not let it touch you). I learned how to raise and lower emotions and
physical responses in my body. I have learned life and death. But there are
so many other techniques I have not yet learned. I cannot levitate, or walk
on water, or fix a brake system on a car…yet...but these are only
techniques.
In final conclusion to all who might ever read this: Always acknowledge
Heaven and always acknowledge Hell. And never be owned by either illusion.